So as another conversation triggered a fallback response (details of which are generally kept internal; I assume few people know of this response type, and the possible severity thereof), and as I couldn't be bothered going to sleep (not as if I would be able to sleep 5 hours after waking up in this brightness - I hate it being bright outside, makes it impossible to concentrate indoors), I decided to write a status update on the current situation.

 

As some of you may know, I've been living somewhat on my own in a bit larger location since last December. I've been managing quite well with that, guided by some very nice social workers who come to visit me every business day (mainly to check up on me, or to remind me to clean up, even though I don't make much of a mess, the kitchen generally winds up with lots of unwashed dishes and the works). I seem to even manage to speak some German, although expressing more complicated things generally winds up in me failing, or I wind up saying nothing - when asked something I can't express properly I seem to wind up quiet as well, which is pretty much annoying but not fatal in this scenario.

 

As for human contact, there's still not much on that. Most of that's still due to not having any proper 'origin' to meet people (where do most people even meet other people generally at this stage? I'm quite certain the answer is 'through their educational location, prior contacts or similar', none of which apply to me), as it seems I'm somewhat able to talk to people (though 'in German' might be a different story on which less data is available; again I generally try to answer when asked something, or pitch in on a conversation topic if I'm certain it won't cause any trouble) in certain scenarios (proof: 2003 contact linkage, a single person who was on the same vehicle I had to take home from school one time a week and seemed to share a single small-scale interest, a few years older, sadly that failed when I got a meltdown in a toy store sometime early 2004 which pretty much scared him away from me; and in German a 2009 'outdoors walk' during the school trial and 2011 facility placement #1 conversations (1 out of 30 people; not a lot compared to the other people placed there linking up with a lot more people, though I did interact on a lower level with 3 others)). Well, there's just some random interaction with people, but that's random and during 'circumstantial contact' events...

 

I was going to write a whole section on 'education' state at this point, and how that is failing and my future is going to shit due to such, but I pretty much lost my inspiration by now, so that story will have to wait for a later time.

I really don't understand modern society. You can't have a software development career, even though your skills are greater than that of 90% of workers in said positions, for lack of a few educational formalities. :/

for lack of a few educational formalities. :/

irrelevant general education formalities, even.

for lack of a few educational formalities. :/

irrelevant general education formalities, even.

Language, mathematics and the like?

for lack of a few educational formalities. :/

irrelevant general education formalities, even.

Language, mathematics and the like?

The ones I don't need, more likely.