NTA, you should try masturbating (it's free and only requires one person, also a great way to increase your 'endurance'!). I think it will make you much happier! [/quote

Why don't you shut up and read the rest of the fucking topic.

NTA, you should try masturbating (it's free and only requires one person, also a great way to increase your 'endurance'!). I think it will make you much happier!

Why don't you shut up and read the rest of the fucking topic.

I did read the whole topic before posting :roll:

NTA, you should try masturbating (it's free and only requires one person, also a great way to increase your 'endurance'!). I think it will make you much happier!

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His nick is nta and not koop, stop to post retarded shit like this for him.

 

Ontopic: Did you have a teacher who was like you, and can help you? Teachers are helpful and wise, many people in age about 16-19 were helped by a teacher...

Ontopic: Did you have a teacher who was like you, and can help you? Teachers are helpful and wise, many people in age about 16-19 were helped by a teacher...

 

Why don't you understamd already, NTA didn't go to school. He was thrown out of school after school, he wouldn't last long in any. I doubt he remembers any teachers, and even if he did, they are in NL most probably, and he's in Germany.

Why did he get thrown out of school?

Ontopic: Did you have a teacher who was like you, and can help you? Teachers are helpful and wise, many people in age about 16-19 were helped by a teacher...

 

Why don't you understamd already, NTA didn't go to school. He was thrown out of school after school, he wouldn't last long in any. I doubt he remembers any teachers, and even if he did, they are in NL most probably, and he's in Germany.

Why did he get thrown out of school?

 

Fuck if I know. I think he ones told a story of being agressive to one of the professors, but not sure.

 

He had a biographic topic on aIW back in the days which mostly explain all the stuffs, maybe you can get it with the wayback machine...

k00p, shut the fuck up either

If I were you I would:

-take up ANY physical activity

-go to some clubs or so, maybe you'll find a friend(most of people going to clubs are idiots though)

-schedule.

-actively search for a job( c'mon, even Turks work in Germany)

fun stuff about my very early past, didn't complete the writeup though

 

A rather large amount of you may know I've had a complex, confusing and mostly-odd past. In this post, I look out to summarize a bit of the information I know about the school segment of it (up to 2005), for little purpose other than overview and somehow completing the plan to write down some data I had back in at least 2007.

 

So, the story starts with my birth in 1993-08 - perfectly normal, no breaking. Some time after 'we' (pseudo-me, my mother and my biological father) moved from Heerenveen to Wolvega (though this fact may be disputed; I've only gotten this from a random question some time back), where my father would set up (or had already set up?) a store selling primarily clothing, in a building that would later be demolished and replaced with this building.

 

Over there, early development seemed to progress mostly normally, with the exception of having attained reading skills early (stated to have been at 2 years and 10 months, as well as 'from reading along when [my mother] was reading to [me]'), and therefore the assumption of overall early communication ability (proper sentence usage? I'm not sure, never asked). Skipping the timeline a bit forward, at age 5 I started experimenting with writing capital letters and English words (from animated/other children's series on television, which back then weren't dubbed in NL) and at age 7 I first bothered writing non-capital 'standard' letters (outside of being forced to write these weird cursive letters in school, which I so despised).

 

In preschool, a few things that were noted were my lack of interaction with other people, including apparently the start of 'lack of eye contact'. People back then started to assume this lack of eye contact was due to my clearly advanced intellectual development compared to the other 'children' - therefore around late age 3 some intelligence test was done (all the way down in Nijmegen; which is quite a bit away from Wolvega) which apparently according to documentation I uncovered around a year ago was intended to see if 'early entry' was possible; IIRC the result based on that was 'yes', and as such stuff started - for the record, in NL, primary education generally starts at age 4/5; 'kindergarten' has been integrated with primary education since the 80s or so.

 

From there on, most things wind up vague - though a few things of note from this period I can remember:

- I eventually was allowed access to 'both' groups' resources (both the general '4-year-old' and '5-year-old' stuff)

- the 'hiding under tables' (or something similar) that was noted in some old report started around this time as well

- I managed to interact with a few children at this time - though no details exist.

- sometime in the later part, I got to 'participate' in first-grade-equivalent 'math' classes once a week or so, which was at least a bit 'interesting'

- at age 4 I also got my first computer system - no idea why, neither of my parents had ever really used one, and it was placed in my room; note: obviously no internet connection - with a few CDs of demo versions of games, some educational games (nothing really 'common', where the 'game' part really annoyed me, I was afraid of every possible failure - never went into any area with any enemies back then, though the games really interested me), some racing game by the same developer (which I shortly later wound up tweaking the .ini files of, despite the first game in that series not having anything fun to tweak, it allowed me to extend the course time limit quite easily)

- in addition, sometime after that, I got a weekly interaction with 'some internet stuff' for a few weeks, where I mainly printed some images from a site mentioned in one of these 'teach children how to use Windows!' books, which mainly focused on mspaint and such, though it was quite fun to kill some time by following those semi-tutorials

- there were also some Windows 3.0 (yay, old stuff!) systems over there, mainly running some weird software I'd see later on as well

- some more fun stuff 'at home': I had a drinking glass which was partially frosted, somewhat more thick and had some images on it which I liked a lot - one day I walked to the kitchen (near a weird stair opening leading down; again, not a residential building) and tripped over a box (one of those that supermarkets used to provide for free over there), breaking the glass. I was pretty much upset over that for quite some time, which might be typical of young children - I wouldn't know.

 

In-between this period and the following one, there was a possible second school in the same town I went to after [some unknown event], but there's only been a single line of evidence supporting this (in a list which lacks a school placed later on in the story, so the same school might've been misplaced) - but anyway, some unknown event occurred, and the next memory I have of such follows.

 

Around age 5, presumably due to that event - or some other reason - we moved to Steenwijk, a bit south from Wolvega. Over there (assumed building, unsure about exact details), my mother this time started her own store - again selling clothing, but this time selling *women's clothing*. Obviously, I went to school over there, and started off in what was pretty much the first grade at that point. Again, a list might be easier to explain stuff from this era:

 

- the TV service didn't offer the primary children's channel I used to watch where we lived before; but an alternative channel was liked quite easily. another fun note is one day I woke up very early and tuned in to the 'out-of-service' notification on that channel before it starting broadcasting.

- I disliked the weird cursive writing from day one, as stated before.

- some time in, something happened (or not?) and we went for another 'intelligence test' (on this unknown test, I scored 'highly above' the test's measurement sample of '10 and up') - the resulting recommendation, as I read when it was lying on a table (next to some graphs - presumably bell graphs) back then (the actual document seemingly got lost over the years) was 'to move me up [in peer group] from 2nd grade to 3rd grade'. as nobody reading this noticed 'but isn't he in 1st grade now?', I got moved, well, there. was still doing 1st grade work though, on my own, without any guidanceeeeee, as none would be needed that early on.

- on the PCs in the hallway, a few various software programs were installed (on Win3.1, again - plus one Win95 system I wasn't allowed to touch), primarily launched from a custom (DOS?) 'run1/2/3' program launcher; also some of the well-known programs from earlier systems were seen again. during this period I also got a floppy disk containing the then-interesting (and commonly played by people there) game 'The Incredible Machine' - which lasted for some time after that period, and was quite fun, I recall.

- I also remember the first case of 'bullying' existing back then, by a person from the 1st grade group; although the older people from my 'group' were more sensible and managed to keep him away, or something like that.

- lots of childish/naive things happened here too, too embarrassing to explain most of them

- I ordered fast food for the first time around this period as well; do remember that indeed

- sometime after, my father moved into an apartment of his own, presumably due to disputes with my mother for some reason

- the next 'partner' of my mother would be introduced to me around this time, although I'd only remember this when seeing date stamps on a photo from that time in his house

- more disputes: sometime quite late in this period, my father so-called 'wanted to keep me/my born-sometime-in-the-past-story brother for himself'; mother filed some stuff

 

And then, the divorce came - and we moved in with the new 'partner' back in Wolvega.

NTA it sounds like you just needa get outa the house and meet some new people. Is there a mall or some place people just go and hangout where you live? You just need some friends to chill with and have fun. Try and meet a girl if you can, i guarantee a girl will keep you occupied and off your PC. Mine won't even hang out with me if im playing games.

guarantee

oh really?

guarantee

oh really?

 

Yeah really, unless of course he just becomes the luckiest man on earth and finds a chick who likes to play games with him.

guarantee

oh really?

 

Yeah really, unless of course he just becomes the luckiest man on earth and finds a chick who likes to play games with him.

Didn't nta say some time ago he isn't attracted by women somehow?(he is not gay btw)

guarantee

oh really?

 

Yeah really, unless of course he just becomes the luckiest man on earth and finds a chick who likes to play games with him.

Didn't nta say some time ago he isn't attracted by women somehow?(he is not gay btw)

 

Maybe it is because he had no contact with the opposite sex for a long time, it'll fuck you up.

Original "Some information about me, my 'issues' and coding." topic on aIW for any interested.

 

EDIT: Sorry for the 403s, didn't know dropbox links were private ._.

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/ssdkvvh0vj1xgsq/CKLiF922s7

Original "Some information about me, my 'issues' and coding." topic on aIW for any interested.

 

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I'm gonna start by being completely honest: I don't know anything about you, this is all just based on the things you've been writing since the beginning of aIW.

 

I'm just wondering, why don't you move if you really hate living in Germany that much? You say the biggest problem with your education was the fact that you could not understand German, which would be solved that way. Judging by your earlier posts you don't have a lot of people you care about living in Germany, so that shouldn't give any problems either.

Do correct me if I'm mistaken though.

":1b7xradk]why don't you move if you really hate living in Germany that much?

$

":3frgsyyi]why don't you move if you really hate living in Germany that much?

$

 

Let's make a big donation stuff, do it the Tekno way, like "I update and you pay my moving ?"

NTA, I'm going to ask you again, would you accept Pay Safe Cards ? As I would be willing to buy some for you :>

Let's make a big donation stuff, do it the Tekno way like "I update and you pay my moving ?"

 

That's a very good idea, I would immediately donate (if PaySafeCard is accepted).

I wanted to spend it for BF3 Premium but screw that, this is more important.

it'll fuck you up.

 

it'll fuck you up.

 

it'll fuck you up.

 

This THIS THIS

Maybe you should make something new (new project, new hobby or smth)? Anything that would entertain you.

If not, do what you like to do, and spend time with people that you like.

Try to set a purpose (I'm not even sure, that I writed it properly) for next 2-3 months and then try to complete it. The best thing for being bored by everything is imo focusing on something.

This should help.

 

btw.

":2cdeyiia]why don't you move if you really hate living in Germany that much?

$€

 

Let's make a big donation stuff, do it the Tekno way, like "I update and you pay my moving ?"

How horribly cheap.

How horribly depressing

considering:

...'wanted to keep me/my born-sometime-in-the-past-story brother for himself'

can't you find your real father and live with him?

considering:

...'wanted to keep me/my born-sometime-in-the-past-story brother for himself'

can't you find your real father and live with him?

he last contacted me in 2008 on some weird local social networking site, was much of a random find; I assumed my mother's statements were true (though I couldn't recall any statements - a recent document clarifies much about it), but he'd be hard to find if I don't even know his full name.